Why do I write? Can I think about that?

TodayI’m not sure why I write.  Today I am tired.  Today I have to convince my new supervisor and, yes, myself that I can do this new job that I know I can do, but not sure if I can do it  in her time and her way.  Not really even sure if I want to do it at all.  Why? Because I’m sure I want to write.  Well, here we are back to the same thing.  I really DO want to write. I really DO write.  But not today because today I still need my day job.